Well...

Free yourself to be [your]self ...

So earlier, I quoted myself on twitter & said that "If you expose yourself you have nothing to fear. FREE yourself to BE yourself". In my mind of many thoughts one thing is clear, people will always think they have something on you. People in your past will always see you as who you were, people in your present will rock with you in the moment, & people in the future are waiting to know the NEW you that you show them. I pride myself on trying to keep certain things private but eventually I allow people to know more & more of me.I don't even want people to see me as who I am now & be let down by the me I might have been. With that said no name people call me bothers me. Call me a bitch? Well maybe I was to you. Your whore?... I've never been married so possibly. A fake, we all imitate. Call me what you want, even my mother called me BRITTANY but that is not who I AM. I Am GOD. Yes I said it, I was made in his image & made to deliver to the world a gift he has given me... but I AM WOMAN also. I'm created to be a wife, a mother, a sister, a business owner, a friend... I am human ever evolving, ever discovering, always recovering. My life is not my own to be kept a secret, so I will share what you ask of me & fear not what YOU label me because you have no say in where I will eventually be.

"Bring me water for my mind...

"Feed Me .... every day I need my hunger to be fulfilled. A quick thinker would assume it's my stomach that is hungry but it's my spirit & mind that needs to be fed. My longest nights are the results of malnutrition. Lately I've caught myself mixing my relationships with friendships. It WOULD be pleasing if out of the many relationships I have came a genuine friendship but that isn't always the case. The more I become an expert in LIVING I see that the people I need close to me are those who can FEED ME spiritually & mentally because without them as my inspiration negativity finds it's way in my life and the vision of peace, prosperity, & abundance become faded by meaningless conversation & non-productivity. I want to apologize for the distance some of my "friends" are experiencing with me lately ...all I can say is you weren't bringing enough food for thought & I had to get away or else I might just die of starvation." - The thoughts of B.Ross 10:15PM