So today I enjoyed a wonderful Girls Night Out "Sex & The City II" shopping & a movie date with a few of my girlfriends. The Movie was long but I enjoyed the imperfect happily ever after ending that I knew it would have. I fell in love with the main theme of the movie which was LOVE is never perfect, always unique, sacred, & no matter what, we can all make up the rules for our own relationships. I've dated a lot of guys in my life thus far and most of them were bad guys... a few were good that I let get away but I realized that where I constantly made the mistake was letting other people determine what a relationship should be. The truth is nobody is as close to your relationship as you and your partner & as long as both of you know what works for you nothing else should ever matter. I LOVE "love" and although I personally am not the typical "by the books" type of girl when it comes to dating I know that there is a perfect match just for me who is willing to make OUR own rules as we go along... so with that said I want to give a shout out to my "Mr. Big" whoever you might be, I can't wait until WE take our own journey together and create our happily ever after fairy tale!
"Ever thine, ever mine, ever OURS..."
- B.Ross
About Me
- Ms. Brittany 'B' Ross
- I'm simply a design of God. I create what he tells me to create. Some call me a hairstylist, makeup artist, stylist, poet, designer, writer, painter... I call me B.Ross the great "I AM".
Sunday, May 30, 2010
Monday, May 17, 2010
"Why Am I single?" PT.1
Why am I single?
It's funny you ask as if my outer appearance indicates that some man should be calling me his your next question is, 'Do I have kids ?'& I tell you no which is another plus for you but then you follow though with "what's wrong with you?"... Now for a second I feel my blood pressure rise & and curse words with venom finna roll of my tongue but I think first...
I repeat the question in my head as if I believe there could really be something wrong with me -- Men will have you believe their lies, have you believe that you are the cause of them cheating, them beating and them using your love as a shield to protect them but as that shield we become tarnished, bruised with hard times, dented by the blows of more bad news men will use, use & use you until there is nothing more, until tears and lust juice spill out your pores soak your bed with his sweat leave you there emotionless and open
Open to do whatever he commands of you & that is why I am single, I have been a shield too long, now I protect my own I bear enough love for myself that a man could only be an accessory to me the equivalent of my favorite pair of shoes, yes I'd be hurt if they broke but I'd get another pair , I sleep in my bed alone & the only juices that flow on these sheets is those created by me and my "BOB" no job I own a business and go to school I read empowering books so I can be no mans fool. This is why I am single I am too damn smart for boyfriend I need more than that. are you intimidated yet? & now let me guess your final words will be "it was just a question!" and I, I'll smile placing my hand on your shoulder leaning in and reply " & this was just PART 1 of my answer"
It's funny you ask as if my outer appearance indicates that some man should be calling me his your next question is, 'Do I have kids ?'& I tell you no which is another plus for you but then you follow though with "what's wrong with you?"... Now for a second I feel my blood pressure rise & and curse words with venom finna roll of my tongue but I think first...
I repeat the question in my head as if I believe there could really be something wrong with me -- Men will have you believe their lies, have you believe that you are the cause of them cheating, them beating and them using your love as a shield to protect them but as that shield we become tarnished, bruised with hard times, dented by the blows of more bad news men will use, use & use you until there is nothing more, until tears and lust juice spill out your pores soak your bed with his sweat leave you there emotionless and open
Open to do whatever he commands of you & that is why I am single, I have been a shield too long, now I protect my own I bear enough love for myself that a man could only be an accessory to me the equivalent of my favorite pair of shoes, yes I'd be hurt if they broke but I'd get another pair , I sleep in my bed alone & the only juices that flow on these sheets is those created by me and my "BOB" no job I own a business and go to school I read empowering books so I can be no mans fool. This is why I am single I am too damn smart for boyfriend I need more than that. are you intimidated yet? & now let me guess your final words will be "it was just a question!" and I, I'll smile placing my hand on your shoulder leaning in and reply " & this was just PART 1 of my answer"
Sunday, May 16, 2010
PRESS PLAY....
Then read my poem ... I must say that the artist in me won't allow me to sugar coat how I feel, so please take no offense to the words I write. I am human.
"Arrangements"
So... there I was once again left feeling insecure about this... arrangement, wondering what I lack that makes him not want to turn this into more than a quick fuck I dodge & duck reality every time I'm face to face with him. Me being cool I pretend to enjoy this non commitment, this non giving, non loving, self serving arrangement, trying to convince myself that I could have him ... but I cant he is like me stubborn, determined & a man that I cant figure out
& to scream & shout about this disconnection would make me a fool... coz of course I'm too cool so I just ride along, ride along on him I ride, I kiss his neck, I grab his back, straddle my legs around his waist and as I lay there drenched in his sweat & mine I realize that's the only thing he will ever share with me... what's wrong with me? Don't you find me attractive, intelligent, and worthy of a crown with a title that insist I am fully capable of doing more than lying down. Was my mistake giving you the closet thing I have my sweet pussy ... I was told the best gifts aren't monetary and contrary to your belief and as it may seem to the brothers on your team I do not do this all the time, I simply had a thing for you , but clearly you made other arrangements.
& to scream & shout about this disconnection would make me a fool... coz of course I'm too cool so I just ride along, ride along on him I ride, I kiss his neck, I grab his back, straddle my legs around his waist and as I lay there drenched in his sweat & mine I realize that's the only thing he will ever share with me... what's wrong with me? Don't you find me attractive, intelligent, and worthy of a crown with a title that insist I am fully capable of doing more than lying down. Was my mistake giving you the closet thing I have my sweet pussy ... I was told the best gifts aren't monetary and contrary to your belief and as it may seem to the brothers on your team I do not do this all the time, I simply had a thing for you , but clearly you made other arrangements.
Monday, May 3, 2010
Check my Credentials ...
"So I've come to the conclusion that a man who doesn't want me, need me , LOVE me is simply afraid of my super illmatic, intelligent, overly sexual, self assured, dope self. Understandable. I will say however, if I wanted YOU at one point in time & you let me get away you missed out on what could have been one amazing, stress free, open minded, artistically driven, always envied Lovership. Once I turn around I'm gone baby.... But I would like to know 'WHY?' " -WOO
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