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Happy Sunday people! This past week has been a trying week for me; & while catching up on some rest I decided to start on the blank canvas I'd been dying to ordain with my love... So I grabbed my paint, lit a balsam & cedar Yankee Candle popped in some tunes, spread a sheet down on the floor & got BUSY!

HERE'S THE PROCESS IN REVERSE.

MJ...TIMELESS

MY ALL TIME FAV VIDEO; THE CONCEPT WAS DOPE & HE CREATED MOVIES!
I'LL LOVE HIM FOREVER!

My song. ( via Lauryn Hill)

I gotta find peace of mind... I gotta find peace of mind

He says it's impossible...But I know it's possible
He says it's impossible... But I know it's possible

He says there's no me without him Please help me forget about him
He takes all my energy Trapped in my memory
Constantly holding me Constantly holding me

I need to tell you all... All the pain he's caused mmmmm
I need to tell you I'm... I'm undone because mmmmmm

He says it's impossible But I know it's possible
He says it's impossible without him But I know it's possible
To finally be in love And know the real meaning of
A lasting relationship Not based on ownership
I trust every part of you Cause all that you say you do
You love me despite myself
Sometimes I... I fight myself
I just can't believe that you Would have anything to do
With someone so insecure... Someone so immature
Ohh you inspire me, to be the higher me

You make my desire pure... You make my desire pure
Just tell me what to say... I can't find the words to say
Please don't be mad with me... I have no identity
All that I've known is gone... All I was building on
I wanna walk with you, how do I talk to you?

Touch my mouth with your hands... Touch my mouth with your hands

Oh I wanna understand the meaning of your embrace
I know now I have to face... The temptations of my past
Please don't let me disgrace... will my devotion last
Now that I know the thruth... Now that it's no excuse
Keeping me from your love... What was I thinking of
Holding me from your love... What was I thinking of

You are my peace of mind... That old me is left behind
You are my peace of mind... That old me is left behind

He says it's impossible... but I know it's possible
He says it's improbable... but I know it's tangible
He says it's not grabbable... but I know it's haveable
Cause anything's possible... Cause anything is possible

Please come free my mind... Please come feed my mind
Can you see my mind ohh... Won't you come free my mind
Oh I know it's possible

Anything, anything, anything, anything, anything.... yeah
Anything, anything, anything, anything, .... yeah
Anything, anything, anything, anything, anything.... yeah

Oh, free... free, free, free your mind
Free... free your mind
Free.. free your mind
Free free free free your mind
Oh, it's so possible... Oh, it's so possible
I'm telling you it's possible... I'm telling you it's possible

Free, free, free....... free, get free now (repeat)

Your my peace of mind... That old me is left behind
Your my peace of mind... Your my peace of mind
He's my peace of mind... He's my peace of mind
He's my peace of mind... What a joy it is to be alive
To get another chance, yeah... Every day's another chance
To get it right this time... everday's another chance

Oh what a merciful... merciful, merciful God
Oh what a wonderful... wonderful wonderful god (continue to end)
What a merciful... merciful, merciful, merciful god
What a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful, merciful
Merciful, merciful, wonderful
Merciful, wonderful............

Random Rant

(PRESS PLAY THEN READ!)



I don't care what the F YOU think
I like the beat of MY drum
It's all about ME (in MY world)
Single=SAFE
I rather just be MAD sometimes...
I love being NAKED.
I'm always ON TIME ON MY CLOCK
Rules=DEATH
Freedom=LIFE
A mate is only helpful if they allow you to be YOU & add to your life what you lack
Men have penis.... is that all?
I'm bitchy when uncomfortable
boxes make me sick
I KNOW how to smile.
I hate pretending
Will YOU wait for me? (TO BE CONTINUED)

No Doubt...

It's only an ACT...

Throughout my entire life even through childhood I've had these stages where nothing seems quite right but in the midst of it evolves my best artistic work. It's a rage I go through where I don't want to talk to people, go anywhere, do anything but sit in my room & write for hours, paint, sing, dance, dress up. Even as an adult I do this. I think if I exposed this side of me people would literally think I'M CRAZY, BECAUSE i WOULD TRY TO EXPLAIN TO THEM SOMETHING i DON'T EVEN UNDERSTAND. I truly think it's the lost actress in me wanting & longing to perform. If you don't know I've been acting & in theater since I was young. It's the only place I completely fit in & CRAZY is the normal! While studying theater in New York my teacher handed me a script of a girl who was an artist & I had to perform "naked" & bend down in front of my class while reading this poem that my character wrote, I (SHE) grabbed her boobs, swung her hips, & spread her womanhood while screaming a poem to the top of her lungs... I felt so free when I did it. I became her & my teacher thought it was amazing how I was able to connect with such a strange script. I want to live in character everyday....

Friday... 12:39

You may not get ME, but I feel Me.

Just something I realized.

-WOO

Random Moments...

(Thank God I typed this; had it been on paper it might be crumbled up & thrown in the trash but at least it would have escaped my mind)

Who Is Your Sender?

who is your sender
where do you come from
who sent you to invade my life speak your words in my ear make my heart believe the sincerity in your eyes
who sent you?
Why would your sender choose the time in which I finally have clarity
to stir up confusion I am not familiar with my feelings
I get angry when I can't find words to speak
frustrated when my knees become weak
I despise the feeling of a million butterflies rumbling in my gut
I do not understand that which I can not control
who sent you?
who ordered you to command me to jump
and why did I non hesitantly follow through
I don't even know you but I feel like I do
this is no normal to me
this that I feel has no explanation
I didn't do anything to attract you in my life
So I repeat who is your sender....

God?

11:58 - writers block.

some boys make me S.I.C.K

- Woo.

If shoes could KILL...

Tell me these aint dope! I DARE u.

"You got ME, up off my twittaaa....

Lately I've been feeling like after I reached a bit of success I became a little too nice, prissy, and started slacking while the enemy was plotting ... well THANKS coz now I'm pissed off & my best work comes when I'm mad as a ----!!! This Ciara most def puts my attitude in words. RESPECT.