Dating series PT.1 " Why u can't get past the first date."

Dating is the fruit of life I like to call "KnowLEDGE", it takes getting to know your wants and needs and seeing if it is compatible with those of the opposite sex. In the beginning it's fun, you have variety, spontaneity, and hella flirting action but for me it has taken 3 years and now I'm at the tricky part in it all: When you finally get to KNOW yourself & what you stand for no matter how complex you seem to others you stand firm and become more straight forward about expressing those things. Over the years I have been in serious relationships, to recently dating not so serious relationships and all of the fun and partying, dating, and all that comes with it I realized I KNOW I am meant to be a committed wife. Now to some in hind sight they think I'm dating to make a guy my husband or to be in a relationship fast... that is a LIE. My issue is if from jump you KNOW you are content being a single bachelor for life we have nothing in common to even waste my time on a first date or further ... like paper don't waste time.... It's one thing you can't recycle

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I speak for HER. (pt. 1)

The truth behind it all is more complicated than a lie,


nobody wants to hear the reason of madness they assume they know the answers


like Black Panthers stood strong unbreakable walls, defensive they used weapons and mind


I one of a kind praise them all, wishing I would've be apart of the movement but the only thing moving for me is time, wasting on simple things shopping and dinner dates no need for date rape drugs we give in so easy now


sleazy? how? we were born this way, but I think not most habits of men have been taught in one way or another we blame our brothers but whose really in control


like rock N roll we move to the beat of our own drums get strung like guitars in the bathroom of bars.... easy , everything that could be taken we give


we are poor now... self employed prostitutes and whores naked on floors of men who adore sin and we say we enjoy it, go home shower to destroy it the very scent of lust makes our stomachs turn .....

10:46 PM, after months of silence my thoughts pour...

If I had enough energy I'd love you again, fold my legs and arms in fetal position and lay curled against the curve of your stomach and chest, I'd let your finger tips gently sweep the flesh of my spine, cold my back bear I'd shiver but your arms would quickly catch every beat of my body and warm me ... I would dream, fall fast asleep with me in your arms being my last memory if I had the energy I'd call you, tell you every argument we ever had could have been avoided, I'd let you win in every battle from this day on because I only have the strength to be silent, nothing is serious enough to be alone and if I could work myself up to it I'd take you back baggy jeans and all I'd accept all your flaws because you had everything I needed you just came with a little more... things I couldn't tolerate before, but if I had enough energy I'd love you once more.

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